Hey, we all have those days where we can feel distant from God, where we feel His love might not reach us, where shame and regret grips our hearts and makes us feel alone and unworthy of a relationship with a loving Heavenly Father. The truth is this though... nothing can separate us from God's love. NOTHING. No one and nothing. Not even you. The Bible says so in Romans chapter 8 and God holds His Word above His Name so that makes it about as totally final and absolute as its ever gonna be. Settled. Nailed down. Done. 1 John 3:20 goes on to say "even if our own hearts condemn us, God is greater than our hearts." So basically it's like this...God loves you. Endlessly. He's the Father in the story of the prodigal son that Jesus taught in Luke 15. Standing outside in the dark with a lantern on the corner of His property just waiting for the kid He desperately loves to come home and get the help and love they need. That's God. Love personified. Stop fighting His love and just embrace it and let it find you. Have an awesome day despite how you feel because God will never stop loving you.